Friday, May 02, 2008 6:15 PM
studies studies studies.
cramping everything into my mind in a few days is really a maddening thing to cope with.
freaked out.
what can i do but to continue squeezing everything in?
struggled and took quite some time to calm down ytd night. it was really a stressed period of time. i totally freaked out. my mind gone wild, wasnt focus. somehow my heart beat faster than usual. i jus couldnt concentrate.
why did i panic when i expected such an outcome. i refused to start early due to the laziness. well, its the consequence i had to bear since im so stubborn.
forget it.
its over.
its too late to regret at this point of time.
tdy's social studies was disastrous. maths however was.. usually, the easier i think the paper was, the lower i will score. hence, i shouldnt say anything about it.
the probability of failing social studies is 9.5/10.
yep. tats all i can say about it.
amths tuitionytd- 4.5 hrs. tdy- 2 hrs. tmr- 2.5 hrs
im going crazy.
real crazy.
same old particular subject somemore.
she said our school teacher made us lose interest in this subject when she is trying her best to make us get interested with it. however, i think its the other way round. the way she chiong everything, topics left uncompleted and went on to the next..
kind of fed up with her recently. jus getting on my nerves. well, i jus hate her biasness. mum said if i were to dislike her, it will make me lose interest in the subject. so, i shall put all the grievance, complaints aside. tdy she consistently go against jp. treated that as something that could create a livelier mood to the dead class. hey, at least she cares for you. maybe you can get the kiss treatment from her. haha!! or.. who do you want it to be.. HUH?! hee xD
having an examination in the school hall for the first time. initially, it was ss. so, my sweaty palms were back, obviously. but the air con was shiok lah. haha. sitting in the first row wasnt that bad afterall. instead, it was rather good. no stress from surroundings and when ive nothin to do, i can divert my attention to the teachers. haa. managed to hear some of their conversations too =P
wednesday- had fire drill. and it was during our recess. what a great timing. left our food behind with only a mouth or two eaten. auntie kind enough to cover our rice with plastic plates.
da jie going on a trip to genting in a week or so. she thought of bringing me along, but thanks to the chinese Os, she took back her words. =(( er jie going on a trip to bangkok. hope that at the process of enjoying their shopping, they will still be able to rmb me, this poor little girl staying in local, studyin hard for the exams and 讲到重点 get me things!! puahaha xD ive a full list of the things i desire for. heihei. know wad to do le mah?
cousin's wedding dinner coming up in 2 weeks time. i want to get a dress for it!! savin up money time..
will edit this post with pics later when they can be successfully uploaded. =))
Vanessa